TEARS

Guns, Cancer, Asleep....

Those are three of the ways I have lost family members in my life time. Why is it when someone dies, you think of the people who died before that you supposedly already mourned for in the death time?

How do you know the tears you free, are really for the person who just passed away this time, and they aren't really for the person who might have died a yeart before, or maybe two?

I could be letting these tears free over a death that happened more then ten years ago, and maybe I wont have tears for tis recent persons death for another ten years....

How do I know what these tears were meant for.....

Maybe I am jealouse, because I know some of the people who passed made it to Heaven before me.....

I could be happy for the same reason as I am jealouse...if I am.

Maybe I am afraid that I might not see the ones I have lost again,l because they might not be in Heaven....

How do I know?

RIP~Grandma Peggy Cancer

RIP~Tammy Davis (cousin, was shot by her biyfriend in the head)

RIP~Great Grandmither Hazel (Old Age)..

RIP~Great Grandma Gomez (Old Age, 1996)

RIP~Grampa Stevens (Lung Cancer, 2000)

RIP~Grampa Gomez (Reason of Death Unknown, 2001-2002)

RIP~Halee Nicole Gerke (Heart Problems, 2004)

RIP~Uncle Richard Kevin Glines (Leukemia 2006)

RIP~Grandma Janice Anne (Lung Cancer, 2007)

I have freed tears numerouse of tiems for all I loved.....

I listed them in the order of death, although I didn't know the years for some....